Loyalty. It’s an inevitability.
It was my first thought. Personal truths tend to do that. Mine certainly do. That’s not always good. It might be time to give up the drug.
I was disappointed today. Then I recognized it for what it was. Fear and Pride. My timing was off.
I witnessed pain, and honesty. No need to elaborate. I could see it happening. It was right in front of me.
It’s like watching a car wreck. It’s hard to not notice it. Yet strangely beautiful to witness.
It’s about becoming comfortable with impending pain. I’m certain of it. Well, it’s an opinion. It reminds me to think, listen carefully and recognize the animal.
That Car is going to fast! Oh no they’re not stopping!! Oh No YOu don🫨
Serenity Now!
A collision is often visually and mentally seen before it happens. This is foresight. Not rocket science. They crash. I’ve seen it before.
Gravity, energy, Inevitability.
I know the result of some of those collisions and avoided intereactions.
Were they desired outcomes?
I am only in control of myself. I am alone and with my process. I was born, I live, I will die. One action needs to happen before the other. That’s called process. Pattern. Not Insanity.
We expect the same resulting outcome. Or do we? Are we insane?
No. Insanity is not rhetorical.
This is a process that needs control of the whole tool to work properly. It requires submission and adaptation of the tool to reciprocate and replicate the actions of the tool’s creator in order to preform the action that the creator wants it to do. The action is not rhetorical, it’s instinctive.
Yet, I willfully step out of line. I rebel. I step out of alignment with the light.
I chose to step into the shadows. I need a good place to hide.
I step into the hole, or the well, or the grave.
The subjective one. It’s up to you to draw from.
Darkness and emptiness are already present.
I find joy in their company. I submit and die to the drug of self.
I’m loyal to me sometimes.
No, I don’t stay there.
Time to jump for joy.
I am free. Now.
That’s just the first part. The who, if willing to see it.
Let’s talk about the jumping part, and the loyalty to an understanding that governs the heart and the actions of one’s body.
Also known as a bending of the knees before an action.
The action, of loyalty.
